I don't get it. I am going back to being a childminder but have 2 DDs under 3 and therefore am only able to childmind 1 other under 5. If I was going back to work elsewhere I would get help with childcare from the government but as I am looking after my children, i don't get that help or earn a good wage. I just can't win! I am being penalised for not going out to work and for trying to earn money whilst staying at home and bringing up my own children.