Hi. I need honest opinions from people outside of my family and close circle (preferably teachers/ TA's). For context, I have just started my 2nd year of my degree in Early Years and Childhood Studies. I also work 3 days a week at a primary school. My aim after this degree is to do a Primary PGCE (age 3-7 route).
I have been at this primary school for 2 years, a year full time before I started uni, and then part time once uni started. I absolutely loved the first year of my job. Last year not so much, I really struggled with moving classes a lot and eventually stayed supporting a SEN child 1 to 1 who unfortunately I found very hard to support due to physical behaviours.
This year I am supporting 2 SEN children in a KS2 class. I have not enjoyed this either. I am finding it increasingly difficult to relate my experiences at work to what I am writing in my assignments (this is required as my job also serves as my placement). Uni have said they can adapt for me and have these roles still count as placement for my course, but trying to wrap you head around National Curriculum when the assignment should really be about early years is difficult.
I am passionate about early years, it's what my background is in, and that is why I chose to study it. My school know this, but dont seem to take that on board. I understand it is often down to just the needs of the school/ children. So my question is - should I just hand my notice in and forget about the wage (live off my student loan, I live at home and have my mums full support to do this) and just focus on my degree? I already have the option of doing voluntary hours in early years at my mums school. What would you do?