I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
3 years ago I applied for a management job but didn't get it; instead I was offered the junior position. I accepted. Now the woman who was successful is about to go off on maternity leave and I should be applying for a fixed term contract for her role... the deadline is tomorrow. I've done almost nothing to move my application along and I'm not sure why. The pay increase would be from £32k to "up to £45k", so realistically £38k I reckon.
I had a bit of a whinge to my DP who said that I probably didn't want the job, otherwise I would have applied for it by now. I don't know how to feel about THAT, either. 
Can someone sensible please give me a shake? I think I'll regret it if I allow inertia to win.