I feel the same(I was searching for threads on depression and found this ). I also look for seasonal disorder as well. I thought perhaps I've taken on too much(Dh works away all week and then spends weekend studing for his final OU course) . Ido resent himbeingaway somuch, but Iknow in April we'll have proper weekends again. I've got adorable girls all at school now. A 9-4 job which pays well and is ok, and seems very relaxed about working from home. I'm wondering if I'm just running a rat race trying to please every-one with no time for ME.