I feel awful, I had a really simple coding problem to solve, did it in less than 5 minutes back home, like insanely simple. I kept trying to do it with a list comprehension and not being able to work out how to use an anonymous function to achieve what I wanted. When I finally gave up and started work on a loop, time was up.
I feel humiliated and ashamed. But I can't just move on until I get that rejection (they said I'd hear from them in a week). A week to wait to be reminded how stupid I am and have the wound, probably just scabbing over, ripped off again.
Feels bad.