I know I'm doing a rotten job at the moment but I loathe my boss sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much I don't even want to speak to him.
Though I know he's having a tough time with his elderly mother.
I hate every view he holds - e.g. 'jamaica was such a wonderful country when it still had colonial support.... now they simply don't know how to organise themselves'
and he's basically said if the candidate we have offered my job to turns it down, he's going to blame me because the job trial was such a muddle.
Which is true really, or partially true.
I'm supposed to leave on 31 July but right now I would happily walk out NOW if i didn't have a conception of myself as responsible.
which is why i'm on MN of course.
[sulks childishly]