ok
we have bought new house
mortgage is sky high
ive found a job
i need childcare for 2 days a week to do job
i can only get this for dd1 - who starts school in august - then itll be ok - dd1 will be at school and dd2 will get her nursery place
in the meantime, til august, i will be working nightshift, then looking after dd2 - therefore no sleep for, oh, let me see, 30 hours til dd2 has a nap (oh i hope she doesnt decide to drop her nap before august)
roll on august