first time using a babysitter tonight

[Heathcliffscathy]

other than my mum...am sh*tting myself, wish me luck and send vibes to ds that he doesn't wake up (he doesn't normally).

Lots of luck...it does get easier (but each new babysitters send you back to that state)
Remember you are far more stressed than normal - so arrange to phone a couple of times or get her to phone you!

How did it go Soph? And how many times did you phone?

BR

went really well...angelic ds didn't even stir. as soon as she arrived I realised this was fine to do...so now i have two babysitting options: my mum and her! huzzah.

thanks for the support!

x