Finally after forever thinking about it I AM LEAVING WORK, just about to start negotiating voluntary redundancy with my boss.
Then we have to tart up the flat, sell it and move out to the country. We have to live off less than half our current income and start all over again.
But not scared, just incredibly excited - going to be at home with my boys. Every morning I want to hug them and say mum will be looking after you very soon...
No doubt that will be the end of my mumsnet addiction as I certainly won't have any time.