I have had the best in months of my life. Finally have a little baby and am so happy. I have taken extra leave so I can wean him myself and have the extra time with him. I am usually home by four so I won't be away from him for too long everyday
Two weeks ago I was in tears thinking I could never go back. However, something must have kicked in and though we do some activity most days, I am relieved to get some adult company and money coming in.
I feel a bit down today. It is just the humdrum of stripping beds and washing floors. Also looking forward to meeting up with workfriends again.
Maybe that's why ?