I can't give too much away but I just want to write things down. I'm currently under investigation at work. There's no truth in the allegation but it's quite a grey area and I might have to take a lesser charge. We're going through a huge retendering process which means I could lose my job. I'm managing a couple of high profile cases and I have really ineffective and disinterested management. I feel incredibly alone and vulnerable. I'm pleased I've wrote this down. I'm going to self refer to staff support and meet with my union rep next week. I'm shattered!