I have to return to work full time by the end of the month and have starting taking my DD (6 months) to the childminder on a part time bases. The first day I dropped her off and spent the few hours counting the seconds until I fetch her again. I couldn't concentrate on anything else. DD doesn't do change of environment nor strangers very well. Yesterday she was teary when I picked her up and this morning she cried when I left, like she's finally realised what's happening. I feel so guilty and sad :(