Dilemma, have 5 dc eldest grown up youngest 5. I love collecting from school and running the home, baking with dc and being with them. However I keep looking for part time work, don't know what on earth I want to do, even if I want to work apart from my love of working at the airport which I did for a while. I miss my colleagues so much and the role I had. It made me feel like me if that makes sense? But it's so difficult to do as dh says he cannot help again with childcare as it interferes with his business . He has his own business and works a lot . Advice please.