I am currantly on ML and was meant to go to a KIT day last week, my DS was poorly the night before and we spent the night at the hospital, thankfully he was fine but i did not want to leave him with his GD the next day. I called my boss first thing and explained and they were quite off with me. i have spent the next few days quite upset about this and am worring about when i do go back, to the extent of IF i really want to go back there, it is quite a pressured job. If i decided not to go back would i have to pay back my SMP or do i have to go back for a certain amount of time? sorry for the ramble hope i make sense!