It is sometimes quite hard to not be racist.
i grew up in the 60s in a very working class area in London. Racism was rife, as was tribalism and sexism. During my life Coloured, Black, Darkie, Brown and BAME have all been considered abusive and polite. The Black and White Minstral Show and many comedy shows were overtly racist, as were many other elements of mainstream media. Books were just as bad … Eynid Blyton anyone? I remember “no blacks, Irish or dogs” being in the windows of people renting rooms.
This was my formative years. It is idiocy to think that I didn’t internalise some of that, or that it doesn’t still impact me today. It is quite self-deluded to think otherwise.
i try very hard not to be racist and try to keep up to date and remain aware of what I say or do. I always try to treat people as equal humans. However, because I’m aware of my potential for racism, I sometimes turn myself inside out to not criticise someone, when if they were white I would just block them. That is still racism.
Anyone who thinks they are not susceptible to racism and doesn’t try very hard to counter it is probably unintentionally racist.
My view is that Sandy Peggie is a strong, determined, truthful woman, who is also not perfect and needs to be more aware of racism. However racism does not form the core of this tribunal and she has been deliberately abused by Dr Upton and the doctors and management of NHSF … she also needs to choose better/braver friends.