I realised last night that Dawn's antics over the last few days have been the final nail in the coffin for me.
I really wanted to vote Labour under Keir Starmer. I thought he was excellent as shadow Brexit secretary and had really high hopes for his leadership.
Despite David "women who need single sex spaces are dinosaurs who hoard rights" Lammy, Nadia "people who don't agree with us need to submit to re-education or be expelled" Whittome and Lisa "male rapists should be allowed in women's prisons" Nandy, I was hoping for a Christmas miracle.
Perhaps that Keir Starmer would be woken up at 3am by the ghost of history books future showing how he would be remembered if he throws women and girls under a bus rather than dragging Labour back to something resembling sanity, or something like that.
But when I saw Dawn posting on Twitter that she would report Mumsnet to the Police for being uncomplimentary about her, I realised the party is just too far gone.
I'd actually rather have another 5 years of the Tories.