In my class about a quarter were from Glasgow, a quarter from the rest of Scotland, a quarter from England and a quarter international students.
In the music and dance schools there's a high percentage of international students. 1) they pay much higher fees and 2) they are positioning themselves as one of the leading places to study in Europe rather than just the uk. Hence the name change from academy to conservatoire.
I really struggled while I was there because I'm working class, and they always wanted me to make work about being working class when quite frankly I found it boring.
They are very keen for you to make performance about your 'identity' and how you perform it in the world, and I always had an issue with that because I didn't think I did perform that element of my identity I felt that it was something performed around me.
It created this weird thing where the straight white men on the course were able to make work about anything that took their interest, their favourite football team or a funny film or holiday.
Whereas everyone else had to make work about their 'thing' and obviously that work wasn't as likeable so the boys shoes would be commissioned more.
I don't think this was because they weren't sensitive enough to identities though, in fact it was the opposite.
I had left quite an impoverished background and some traumatic experiences thinking I could become someone else they basically said 'no, the only thing we want to see is the thing you're trying to move away from, that's you.'
It's also a bit of an open secret that they break you down in first year to build you back up in the rest of your time there. The difference in maturity from the first year to the fourth year is staggering.
It was hard.
But I learnt so so so so much about myself and how to create things, I have a totally different life to what I would have had if I didn't go. And actually I DID have to confront those things otherwise I'd have never been able to move past them. I look back at some of the things that upset me in first year and think 'ah that's why they did that'.