Hello! I'm here...the searing honesty bit of the blog is making me somewhat nervous! People I know in person asking to read it makes me wince and limp away giving them the link but knowing Ill regret it! Still, Im trying to channel my heroine Patti Smith and say "fuck it"....and publish and be damned...or something like that!
So glad the Gwen S. review was well received...I just happened across it again, due to my youtube algorithm being fucked up by watching all kinds of strange stuff...it was the glam that did it, I think....I had to watch the damn thing over and over again, just to make sure I was being fair! Truly, watching her push and tap the individual girls, commanding them made me start to froth at the mouth in anger.
Im ok, starting to feel a little more "city", a little more old old me, like before I married the pig me. Housing is going to take a while, but Im kinda ok in the shelter most of the time and they dont seem to hate me here! I have to admit Im loving the bed and shower thing. This has been so hard, but was the right thing to do, I wasnt going to make it another winter out there, Im just a bit too old for it at this point.