I thought pretty much the same tbh, I am a fan of his, find him really funny but after reading his book I felt a bit sad.
Think he has "issues" from his childhood which still affect him now, seems he wanted to be close to his dad but never felt he was. The bit where he said he had to be two people, one for his mum and a different person for his dad, so he never really know who HE was. Might also explain his outrageous attention seeking
Was a bit disappointed about him mentioning his mum & her fight with cancer and then nothing, as you say, like there was no sympathy or real regret about him being an idiot at that time or that he was making up for it????? After all what she has put up with and helped HIM through, where was her support???
Seems he has and always wants people to be there for him and by his side (which tbh is prob the only reason he is here now) - YET he never seems to give anything back????
Gotta give him credit though, he does admit to being a right royal PITA, I couldnt deal with him, LOL!!!!