I've just finished it and did enjoy it but I don't get why she was "acting" to get Luke to love her just to leave him anyway? she says things like how she acts "kooky" for him. why leave him on their wedding day? what did she mean "this isn't what'll ruin our wedding?" just that she's going to leave him? why make a fuss about wanting the wedding filmed when this is left out of the documentary in the end anyway? I just don't get it!!