- H is for Hawk by Helen Macdonald
This is quite an extraordinary book. Even if you don't know anything about hawks, or think that you wouldn't like a book about them, still read this - it is so good.
The book is not just about hawks though. It is about how the author, through training her goshawk, slowly comes to terms with the loss of her father who died very suddenly and unexpectedly.
Helen Macdonald is an experienced handler of falcons (taking on a goshawk wasn't a mere whim of hers but an ambition). Mabel is, however, her first goshawk. She had been advised that goshawks are extremely difficult to train and can lead to frustration and drive the trainer to the edge of madness. It very nearly does tip her over the edge. Trying to train a goshawk when there was so much else going on in her life - bereavement, loss of her job and home, and failed love affair, was probably a bad decision (in theory) but it all worked. It is an incredible book on so many levels - coming to terms with loss, and the redemptive power of love for a goshawk. There are some moments when Mabel shows her independence of spirit - taking off over the fields on her own, diving in amongst a pheasant breeding wood and bagging dinner for herself, leaving the author watching horrified. Couldn't help but laugh when she said they pocketed the pheasants and went home!
Interwoven into Helen Macdonald's own tale is a retelling of the author T H White's disastrous attempt, and failure, to train a goshawk. There are additional biographical details of White's very unhappy life, and his writing. I had only heard of him as the author of The Sword in the Stone which I remember reading at school. I had forgotten how much I had enjoyed that book - another one to add to the re-read list!