Afternoon all. How have all of your weekends gone?
I have weighed myself today and am now 16st 9.25lbs...obviously the .25 matters hugely lol.
I did have a mini-binge between saturday night and sunday afternoon - around 3500's worth in fact(probably more),including but not limited to; chinese crispy seaweed, 3 spare ribs, 4 slices prawn toast, a bag of prawn crackers, a curly wurly, full fat ranch dressing, a bacon mcroll, 1/2 large bag of cheesy dorito's, 2 chocolate choux buns, a krispy kreme donut...all washed down with what must be half a litre of vodka and diet coke!!!
Let me tell you, although you probably dont need telling, that CHINESE is a hooooge NO NO whilst taking Xenical, as is all the other junk i ate over the course of the weekend and sunday night and most of today was spent paying for it.
A hard lesson to learn, but a valuable, well needed one, to remind me that the very short frenzied deranged almost bi-polar feeling of satisfaction after a binge is very quickly replaced by the horrid discomfort the action of the Xenical brings and the feeling of stupidy, regret and deflation that comes with it. Most definately will think twice before bingeing again.
On the plus side i know that even after all the binge eating and drinking, i have fortunately, in spite of my self-sabotage, still lost weight- 3.75lbs since friday. So although i know that Xenical doesnt work for some people, it's definately working for me on both a physical and mental level.
Back to being good this week though and going to aim for between 1500 and 1700 cals per day.
Hope you're all going ok with yours xxx