Well, I didn't go to weigh in this week. There really was no point because I have enough sachets for the next week, and know from using my own scales that I have put a pound back on.
Am so so angry with myself. I've been guilty in the past of telling others not to worry, to dust yourself down and get on with it - that a blip in the greater scheme of things doesn't matter etc ....... but it's not easy is it, and so frustrating when you only have yourself to blame.
The very annoying thing is that at one point last week, I had already lost another 2lbs ..... but since bingeing, put that back on, plus 1 more !
I really really want to lose another stone or so before the end of April. I really hope I can do it - seems so near, yet so far. I think maybe this is part of the struggle I've had recently ..... because I am so nearly there, a little bit of you is saying that a few bites of this or that won't matter. But they did.
I am going to a family wedding and want to look fab. Step 1 is getting my hair cut and coloured this weekend, Step 2 was supposed to be getting to goal - and I know I am cutting it fine now, given the loss slows down the nearer target you get. I know what I want to buy to wear but don't want to buy it until the very last moment as I don't know what size I'll be or what shape my body will end up as. Gggrrrr - so frustrating.
Anyway ..... back to square 1 today. I also finally bought some ketostix, which I thought might help me keep on the straight and narrow. I've never used them up until now. Not surprisingly, I'm NOT in ketosis today ..... but am going to do my damnedness (sp?) not to cheat again.
Well done Moonshine .... I had 2 x 2lbs losses, followed by a week with no loss, then I lost 5lbs, so don't lose heart.