I'd have bought it in the shop in my proper size but they didn't have it & it is sold out online. But I can't stop thinking about it. Also, I lost some weight recently and have managed to keep it off, but I'm slipping into old bad habits and I really don't want it.
So I did the thing I always thought people are ridiculous to do - i bought a smaller size & I plan / hope to lose 2-3lbs per week before the party. Which is very doable. Except that I'm crap!
I'm hoping the dress will provide some motivation. Which I'm sorely lacking. I know exactly what I need to do - I'm just too lazy to do it!
So wish me luck 
(I can always return the dress in a few weeks if it's not working. She says, giving herself an out, as usual
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