I'm overweight. I've a 9 month old ds and am still bf twice a day. Bf has kept my weight steady but I've never lost anything and haven't really tried. I'm now back at work and just feel like a crap fat pig. I'm working from home because my office moved while I was on mat leave and it's too far to travel to every day, I do go in once a week but otherwise am by myself in the house.
I've just eaten cold pizza I found in the fridge, a chocolate éclair, biscuits, a packet of crisps, some shares of dark chocolate, a banana and made oven chips for my lunch. I also had provide for breakfast.
on the plus side I've eaten pretty much everything so I won't graze this afternoon but what the he'll is wrong with me??? If I know it's in the house I will eat it. Diets have been successful in the past but as soon as I relax and start buying treats again I just horse through them like there's no tomorrow. It's like i can't concentrate until they're done.
I feel like shit and am so mad at myself i could cry.