Morning all,
Lump has reduced in size and isn?t hurting anymore, so I think it might have been a cyst. Other than that, I?m full of cold at the moment with lovely mouth ulcers to cope with too. It?s one thing after another!
Usually mouth ulcers stop me from eating but I appear to be working through the pain quite well. Put on 3lbs last week, so far lost 2lbs this week (no idea how to be honest)
A quick run down of my food (what I can remember anyway)
Thursday ? dinner was actually lamb stew and mash. Bloody freezer surprise again!
Friday ? Watermelon, cheese and onion roll, S&V crisps, twix, buffet (2 slices cold beef, 6 new potatoes, pasta salad, rice salad and a piece of cheesecake), bottle of wine
Saturday ? so bloody hungover ? bacon, egg, hamburger & large fries (courtesy of McDonalds), twiglets, ice cream, lamb pie, wedges and loads of gravy, a small glass of red wine
Sunday ? vegetable pakora with chutney, churros & chocolate, Swedish meatballs, crisps, wine, chicken curry, potato wedges.
Monday ? ½ tuna and cucumber sandwich, mini cheddars, pizza, wedges and chicken strips (was a bad, bad day), 1 glass of wine
Tuesday ? cheese and egg salad, S&V crisps, chocolate, chorizo and pepper pasta, mini milk lolly, hot chocolate
Wednesday ? boiled egg, ravioli (tinned, for comfort), mini cheddars, aero, prawn stirfry, hot chocolate.
Today:
No breakfast, lunch is sweet chilli chicken with pasta and salad, no idea what I?ll have for dinner as desperately need to do a food shop, twiglets & chocolate because I have zero willpower.
No exercise since last Wednesday. Feeling really down actually. I have no idea where my willpower is. I have a month until a friends wedding and none of my weddingy clothes fit. Part of the issue is the fact that we?ve had such a bad week, we haven?t bothered to go food shopping. We?re definitely going tonight. I?m going to go back to making soups and avoiding the sandwich van at all costs as that?s my downfall to be honest. We?re going to start getting veg boxes again as well. I need to cut out the snacking and up the exercising. Thinking of getting a pedometer, actually, stuff thinking about it ? I?m buying one today.
I hate feeling so blue about it, I know I?m happier if I?m not eating crap so why can?t I stop eating all the rubbish things?!
Emily well done for fasting whilst hosting! x
Wellies don?t feel bad about the takeaway x
Lego well done on not gaining x
I will be a better revolutionary, promise xxx