Just checking in....absolutely in awe of ATBs 50km bike ride (eek...!) and all the Shredders (sady, Jillian is still sitting in the corner glaring at me, unused...of which more in a moment) and slightly envious of FFs new wardrobe (isn't ebay great?!)....

sadly/luckily I have 2 cupboard overflowing full of small size 10 clothes from just a few years ago, pre dc3, waiting for me to climb back into them and discover they are massively out of date and need replacing ...for now I'm sticking with enjoying my 'normal' size 10 stuff finally fitting properly after over a year of either squeezing in or opting for 'looser' styles at my tom....
had some pretty awful news on Friday night....my mother had been suffering from vertigo/sickness for 2 weeks, gp had thought it might be an inner ear infection and eventually checked her into hospital friday morning to treat dehydration as she couldn't keep anything down last week....scan on Friday afternoon has shown up 2 tumours. No details yet (biopsy tomorrow), but it probably isn't great, although the rest of her body scans have come back clear....
so after a weekend dealing with that, plus holding dc2's 5th birthday party (joy) followed by a very late night on Sunday doing a cooking thing with some school mums that I couldn't get out of (not eating, just cookery demo ...but the hostess drank too much wine, forget to get started and at 11pm was still browning the chicken....)...then had to travel for work all day yesterday....so no excercise at the weekend....
Had planned to fast yesterday, but felt so worn out/sick/tired first thing I had a plain toasted bagel on the train....thought it might be a washout, then thought back to Ezzzas post on the last thread about not writing-off a day because of a bad start....reckon the bagel was about 200cals, didn't eat anything else at all, all day, then finished with a medium size serving of brown rice and small amount of the chicken/mango curry we had made the night before. Reckon it was a 900 cal day, so not a real fast, but a good way to kick start the week, and am fasting fine today, probably due to the brown rice/protein comibination last night.
Although I've hit my initial 9st 9lbs target, that was just my "I absolutely must get to at least that" aim....given its been relatively easy, I'm now going to try for 9st 7lbs....before I shift to a 6:1 maintenance.
May I stay here anyway please?