Goodness, you lot certainly make a thread move fast!
Ok, you know I have not been weighing as I had such a plateau that it was becoming depressing. I have not been able to get the courage up to weigh in case it put me off. The last time I weighed in at about 9.3.
Things have felt like they have been going well. By my clothes and measuring I seem to have lost weight. BUT today I went off for a smear test (15mg valium needed for that one) and they weighed me at 9.7. I was 9.7 after doing this for a week and I have been doing this diet for four months now, with a few planned cheats including nuts and yoghurt as well as wine so not that bad.
It was at four oclock and I had eaten, drunk lots of drinks and was wearing all my clothes and shoes. I have been taking codeine for pain and I notice this gives me water retention. Despite all these extenuating circumstances I am struggling with despair....
and feeling disheartened.
Tell me something positive and to keep me going. I have even given up dairy for this. I did not think it possible to live without cheese but I have done it. I have even baked many many cakes without eating them.
I have been good goddammit!