I’ve just weighed myself for the first time in a very long time.
I’m 17 stone 9lbs. I actually can’t quite believe I’ve let myself get so big.
I’ve been really in denial, telling myself that I’m not really as big as the clothes size I wear, I carry it well, I’m reasonably active etc.
But as it turns out, I am just fat, not only fat but obese. Jesus. I’m noticing little health issues sneaking in as well.
I don’t feel good about myself anymore.
I need to make changes now. I have a young child, how could I be so selfish to do this to myself when I have a young child?
so I’m ordering tonight, I will make these changes happen.
I’m hoping I can post for a bit of accountability and support.