What is the difference between "fixing new habits" vs not?
For example, on MJ I am eating less, eating more healthily, getting more exercise. The eating part feels easy. I'm just not interested in food anymore, whereas before I always thought about food, especially high calorie junk food, particularly when bored, stressed, tired etc.
But is eating better on MJ enough to create a new habit? I don't think my issue is insulin etc. In the past I lost weight through diet and exercise, it was just bloody hard work. And eventually the weight crept back on as I "slipped up", and became less rigid with the diet, and food noise took over. So I was never one to say "I'm eating exactly the same pre and post MJ, but now I'm losing weight on MJ". I'm definitely eating a lot less.
I essentially see myself as a food addict, and now I've taken a medication that has interrupted the addiction cycle.
So I worry "will power" (or whatever you want to call it) will be a thing for me if I stop MJ. MJ isn't helping my will power, I have just lost interest.
But I also hope I can keep up a maintenance dose and not stop ever. It feels like this is what I will need.