Because i have tried everything... every diet known to man, every fad, every meal replacement, every smootie..
I like food! i enjoy food and theres an unresolved relationship with food from my childhood. I've asked for help with these issues, but apparently my MH issues are too complex for the NHS services because i am classed as high functioning, i work, i earn a wage therefore i am scrubbed off the list.
Top this with the fact i require 2 surgeries, a prolapse and a new hip and have been told i cannot have either until i have a BMI of under 30.. but again no help to get me there.
I'm not obese enough to be referred to weight loss specialists so i am stuck.. I haven't been able to exercise due to my mobility issues (I've also had 2 surgeries on my back).
So desperate measures! I can't afford full on gastric sleeve surgery, but a recent pay rise gave me enough money to enable me to buy these injections.
Today.. I hit the 3 stone lost mark. my BMI is now 31.1, my target to lose is another 9lb and i'm there! I can do some exercise again and i have been put on one waiting list for one of the surgeries based on the 'efforts' i have made to get the weight off.
I have told no one, not my family (husband knows obvs) but my kids, friends and work mates, none of them know, because i feel such a failure having to resort to such measures.. but its working!