I came home from visiting my parents (in another country) and had gained 4 kilos in 4 weeks. I'd spent many months losing those 4 kilos earlier this year. I then looked at my weight logs and I've literally spent the last 5 years gaining and losing the exact same 5-10 kilos.
I've never been a healthy weight. I was hugely obese as a child due to ingrained eating habits from my mother. I lost weight in my teens once I had more control over my own food, but was still only ever mid-overwight BMI at best. So basically, I've never been healthy, and the struggle to get smaller only gets harder with age.
I'm now a few years from 50, my cholesterol and blood sugar are both too high (everyone who thinks they're fat but fit, trust me it catches up with you in time!) and if I were in the USA, my blood sugar would be classed as pre diabetic.
I just had a moment. One of my mates has been taking something for her weight, and I just thought what the hell. I've heard so much about Mounjaro, my fat is killing me, why do I keep thinking that I must only do it the hardest way possible?
Also I will add: I've been doing 35-45 minutes of cardio EVERY DAY since taking those blood tests seriously late last year. I actually eat very healthily, especially during the week. I don't have takeaways, I gave up fast food decades ago, etc. On my usual weeks I lose weight during the week and gain some back at the weekend. Over and over again. Given that I literally weigh all of my food, I do genuinely suspect I have something wrong which is making it so much harder now to lose weight.
So yes, I'm taking these injections now. I don't think it's a morality contest. It's a shame that it seems to be.