Last month my boyfriend committed suicide, he could hear voices and see things that wernt there and no matter how much help I would try and get him his mind couldn't get better.
Obviously that has left me distraught, my world completely shattered. The night I found out I believed he visited me in a very real dream like state where he was smiling with a bright light behind him and I knew then he was at peace.
Last night was a month since he did it. Whilst I was asleep I heard his voice in my ear saying my name just once but it was clear enough for it to wake me, I said "yeah" as I woke expecting someone to be stood there waking me up but I was alone. I then fell back to sleep and had a dream that my son told me people who can't sleep between 3-4am usually means someone's watching over them, again I woke up straight after he said it, I checked the time and it was 3:30 in the morning. As I started to cry my phone vibrated and there was only ever 1 person who would text me at that time in the morning, my boyfriend. As I checked my phone it was a notification from an app saying check out the memories from (boyfriends name). I whispered that I needed sleep, to please visit me in my dream and that I missed him and sure enough when I fell back to sleep he was in my dream.
It's safe to say I'm shaken by all of it. I've never experienced anything like this before, never believed in any of it before he visited me that night but do you think he tried to contact me again? To let me know he's still with me?