Hi Op
I do believe in this type of thing?
Are you intuitive kind of person ?
For myself have gut/sixth sense reactions about people or situations that's you find out later down the line you were right often after all?
Was your mother intuitive kind of person too or any other member too?
Have you tried Law of Acctraction
Manifesting vision board
It's creating a board like those board you have for reminders for doctors or dentist surgery
You put images ,like mags ✂️ cut out ect on board for e.g you allways wanted to vist Africa sarfari,
You would obviously put images of all kinds of iconic wildlife,
You put it somewhere you see everyday in your home,
so it raises awareness helps you stay on track achieving goals
I think your number of your house address turning up could very well be sign from other side that you should take heed of ,
Do you get feathers turning up randomly in odd places ?
Do you get vivid unusual dreams or even dreams of deceased family members at all?
Keep a dream diary and have a book about understanding dreams what message they are about,
Also mediation is really beneficial for relaxation and for clarity of mind in life in general,
Also you can have like a power nap feeling with mediation
Also meditation sometimes or now and again can bring intuitive dreams like state
Thanks for interesting Op thread too
Good idea @ShakespearesBlister