this does not sound right

[lovesunset]

Hi

Not looking for answers but intriguing to find whether its just me or many people feel the same ?

I am FT working mother of three children aged 10, 8 and 2.
I noticed about myself that I dont enjoy or excited about big days like children s birthdays , anniversary etc .
I feel bad when other parents plan birthday parties etc but I just dont get it. I dont think so i get excited about it or plan something. I feel sorry for my children.
Only days i actually felt excited so far in my life was first uni day, getting married and when i gave birth to my children.

Any tips to get myself more involved/ motivated to plan things for children?

We still cut the cake (my husband buy it for everyone s bday ) and order from outside again my husband.

I feel bad about it and first time i shared it.

Hi @lovesunset, I think this is in the wrong category, which is why no one has answered. Could you post it under e.g Chat? 'The Unexplained' is about weird happenings, like seeing ghosts, or aliens landing in your garden!
I am wondering if you are just very tired? Need a bit of help? But please post in a topic that more people will see, and hopefully you will get more thoughts on this