Is anyone able to give me a reading please

[Jezebel2104]

Have had a traumatic couple of years a d still looking for answers 😔

Unfortunately adding to your demand. A reading would be great if you could manage it. Thank you.

@LadyOfTheCanyon

Thank you so much!

Thank you, Lady ❤️

Yes, I do feel a bit beset by conflict at the moment. Working through it ...

Thank you @ Lady! Truly grateful for the reading.

LadyOfTheCanyon

Coming back to gently say you missed me 😬 unless you couldn't read me. I'd really appreciate a reading right now if you have time. Thank you

Hi cittigirl. I don't think I have -yet - please be patient, by my reckoning I have 34 people in line before your request. If people keep asking at the rate they are it will be Christmas before I get round to even half of you, which makes me feel bad, but I just can't go any faster than I am.

I really am sorry that I can't go faster; it's pretty knackering and I'm aware that some people genuinely are looking for guidance in what might be a fairly shit situation. I would say that if people are looking to Tarot to 'solve' things, they might be better off finding 'real life' guidance in the interim. As I've said, I'm not woo in any way, and everything I say here is done through the prism of not having a real person in front of me to explore the cards further with. Reading tarot online is like being given a photo of a situation and having to extrapolate everything from the scant evidence you have in front of you with no clues.

If people are just curious as to what a random person on the internet sees when she turns over some cards then that's fair enough -the cards just deal with archetypes and are a meditative guide for classic problems in life. But I am trying to be sensitive to the ones among you who are really struggling by treating everyone's request the same.

Iv only just come across this. Sorry to jump on board at the last minute, I hope that doesn’t offend anyone.

@LadyOfTheCanyon if you ever get the chance, I would be grateful if you were able to try me too.. I’m too scared to go to an actual reader and I have stuff going on..... could do with a little charity/guidance. If you get the chance.

@uncomfortablydumb53

Yes, I can see a standstill in your spread as you say, but there are no cards here that indicate disharmony or conflict. There are two queens in your spread, in fact the queen of wands and the ten of cups are in the centre of your spread, indicating a happy and peaceful home life -the ten of cups shows a family in harmony enjoying each other's company and the queen is often the centre of the home, being the touchstone for all the family's needs and security. In fact, your spread is littered with people -are you feeling burnt out by other's demands? I would guess from the cards that your family is grown and has flown the nest, coming back only for significant events. The past shows a well meaning but dull man with a tendency to be preoccupied with money and status. Your future shows a new path, and the potential for a new and creative hobby or career. Try to change current dissatisfaction into the impetus for a new outlet for any creative urges you have. You know that the future can only be changed by you -don't be hesitant in doing it.

@GrapefruitGin

It looks as though you are currently taking some mental time out from a sad situation that has happened not too long ago. Has there been the loss of a young person, an illness or even a friendship that has reached its natural conclusion recently? You feel that you did all you could, and you are currently reflecting on whether or not you could have done more. You are naturally a very giving person -don't let that become a curse. The future shows that there is an obstacle in the way to whatever it is you desire -There are cards here that show cycles of loss and hope and you will have to endure some heartache on the way, but your final card is the Empress, who represents fulfilment, children and motherhood, amongst other things.

@lololove

The thing you need to learn from the event that has recently happened, which might have felt catastrophic at the time, is that while it might not have been your fault, there is absolutely no point in raking over the ashes looking for new clues. The past needs to have a line drawn under it at some point in order to move on.
Right now it looks as though your back is to the wall -you're on high alert for something still - another attack? If you're waiting for a miracle solution to appear, the ace of cups is in your future, which can represent an unexpected 'gift from the universe.' It is coupled with the High Priestess, which indicates that the gift could be one of knowledge rather than anything tangible. Information may be the thing you are waiting for -and if so, it's on its way.

@howdy31

I feel like your cards say you are mourning the loss of good times. The past shows happiness, joyful celebrations with friends and the sense that you were at the centre of events. You are a good friend and give with all your heart but perhaps you haven't left enough for your own needs. The present shows struggles with a young child. Are there children going through a tantrummy, exhausting stage right now? It looks like you have lost your way currently, are just weighed down by the sheer drudgery of the day to day. The two of swords is in the centre of your spread, showing that you are finding it difficult to balance everything right now. But it can also show a period of respite, so while all the plates are spinning, you can find some time for yourself. The future looks brighter; there is money incoming -not tons, but enough to make life more comfortable.

@OkayGo

It recently looks like you have been forced out of your inertia, but whether the prod to do that came from yourself, outside forces or your unconscious is unclear. You've gone from only having to consider things in the abstract, theoretical sense to having to deal with the consequences right now. Strength and the Empress are your central cards, both indicating that the changes that are happening are big ones, out of your control to an extent. I want to say that these cards point to an unexpected pregnancy.
If not a pregnancy then the birth of another project, like a house move from city to country or vice versa. Something is happening now which seems too big to deal with but your future cards show calm after upset, and that the seeds you sow now will be harvested satisfactorily.

@wineandsunshine

There is heartbreak or deep sorrow in your recent past and you have been preoccupied with someone who perhaps didn't return your feelings as you would have liked. They seem quite a cold fish, emotionally, more interested in thoughts and facts than feelings. There's been a lot of talk, sure, but it has amounted to nothing.
The cards are cautioning you to play nice right now. You too are perfectly capable of using words to hurt or as a smokescreen for other feelings, so take some time to take stock of your own behaviour. I get the feeling that you have a certain persona that you use to convince others all is well when it's really not. Approaching is an ending, and a new beginning. You will not be able to influence either of these things, as they are absolutes.

@Londonsuffolkmummy

Oof. It looks as though you are determined to sabotage a situation as soon as it looks like it might benefit you. Do you deny yourself nice things? Your past, present and future show variations on the same theme -although the cards don't always show you as the central protagonist, so it might be that someone else is always spoiling things. Family matters are beset by arguments, with one person wanting things their way all the time. It seems like the moment things seem as though they are calm, someone kicks off. The future shows someone literally running off, or away, with absolutely no thought to the feelings of the rest of the family. This can be a mental journey rather than physical and seems to be concerned with a younger member of the family. The ten of pentacles is your final card, which indicates and ending, but one that could be softened by the knowledge that you are well protected financially.

@Satonloo

Everything in your spread is about wands. Wands are the suit of movement and creativity and recently it looks like there has been discord within your friends and family group. Do you feel under attack from someone? Have people been talking about you behind your back? (or you might feel that they have.) It looks like you have very much been living on your wits and are ready for anything that life can throw at you right now. Money is very much at the root of it all -are you working hard to pay for things but it feels like it's all going into a never ending drain?
An opportunity is beckoning soon, and I would take it on the advice of a man. It isn't clear whether he is close to you or not; he could be someone in a professional capacity, but listen to what he says as it will be instrumental in helping you out of your current fix.

@babypossum

Has there been a legal ruling in your life recently? Justice and the Ace of swords together indicate either a legal ruling, or a moment when you have literally had the wool pulled from your eyes and have been able to see a situation for what it was. All swords are double edged and cut back as well as forward; they indicate that you have to be prepared to own up to your own part in a situation.
The temptation currently to throw you lot in with the fates is strong right now, but the cards are showing that a middle path is possible. If it is mental anguish that you have been dealing with, the current course of self help/councelling/meditation/healthy way of living that you have recently been dallying with will pay off, and allow you to extend a helping hand to other people.

@DontCallMeShitley

This looks very much to me like a classic breakup thread I'm afraid. You (or someone near to you) have gone from thinking everything is rosy, in a settled relationship full of clear communication and a satisfied sense that everything will continue that way, to a future that is approaching full of betrayal and let downs. But it shows you as -this is unclear but I'm going to read it this way-currently dating?, or at least surrounded by new people and opportunities. If I had to give this a clearer narrative, it would be one of a partnership that has ended due to circumstance, like going to university and deciding to be 'on a break', and subsequently being surrounded by fresh possibilities and temptations, but then realising that you have actually left behind what you really wanted, only to find out that it may be too late to salvage anything from the relationship.

Thank you.

LadyOfTheCanyon sorry, I do appreciate you're being very kind giving up your time like this, I just saw someones name that requested a reading after me that's all. In RL there is a long waiting list to see someone and yes I could do with a steer in the right direction. Thank you

@LadyOfTheCanyon if you have time (and the inclination of course) I would be so grateful for a reading. Thank you.

@CarrieErbag

It looks like family have been keeping you busy. It's been exhilarating, but you really do need to take some time to look after yourself too. Travel is quite heavily indicated -are you feeling restless and making plans to go somewhere new; or are the cards talking about some other uncharted territory in business or partnerships for you? Either way, you are giving it a lot of thought just now. You almost feel like sticking a pin in a map and letting that make up your mind for you. The two of swords and the wheel of fortune together look like you want to absolve yourself from any decision making at all. They might also be saying that a change is as good as a rest, and that any movement is better than standing still.

@Feelingpoorlysick

Whatever is happening to you right now -and it looks as though it could be quite a serious situation -there are legal ramifications, even imprisonment showing in your present cards, you are not out of the woods yet. If you are in this situation due to your own making, then future cards like the two of wands indicate that there is still time to change your path for the better. If it is someone close to you who is experiencing these troubles, do not let them sweet talk you out of a decision. The cards show careful saving in your past, and the possibility of having to lose a considerable sum soon. Don't let it be down to this person

@ReggaetonLente

Are you currently having problems with your mum? A powerful strong woman is shown in your recent past and present who you feel might disapprove of your actions -there is a sense of rebellion here or a dislike of authority. She doesn't seem to think that you can make your own decisions or take care of yourself. 'Mother knows best' and all that. There is of course the possibility that these cards represent you and that this is your approach to someone else -the cards aren't giving me any clues here. The crux of it seems to be that time spent working versus time spent with friends and socialising might be a point of conflict. Future cards indicate that spending more time together and even just small random acts of kindness will be the things that smooth over these spats.

@whatsthecraic91

Everything I have here points to a situation (job/business) that you have built up through your own hard slog. You're currently having a wobble -perhaps more money is offered in a promotion or you want to expand, or you are wondering if the path is correct for you and you are starting to doubt yourself and allowing the dark thoughts back. You've worked really hard to get where you are and have put everything into it. You might not ever be Bill Gates, but you have integrity and a work ethic and up to now that has been enough. It is only a wobble -future cards show the four of wands which is a lovely card showing celebration through hard work (I call it the 'cake' card!). The Knight of wands ends your spread. He is saying that there is more opportunity ahead if you are patient.

LadyOfTheCanyon thank you so much for the reading. Lots to think about.