Day 16 with no turn out... going to kill someone

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So so sick of this pissing weather!!!! In the last 16 days the girls have been out once!!!!

Cunting farmer appears in the stupid barn every time I'm up there mucking out, to which i not so discretly leave the barn & wait untill hes gone/ ive smoked 20 fags outside...

no local yards taking on any more horses due to churned up fields.

Im actually going to fecking kill someone!

I haven't ridden for weeks and everywhere is like mud soup so even if the wind/snow/ rain stopped for a day its not safe to goanywhere.

Someone remind me why I'm choosing to burn £20 notes every day to go to the stables when right now its all for nothing! Haven't even had 5 minutes to groom the girls & have snuggles because that stuid cunt keeps hanging about & I can't stand to be in the same space as him!!!

Tbh I'd rather be enjoying my horses!!! Harsh as it sounds you need to both act like grown ups until you can move!! It's not your horses fault, they still need grooming and attention!! Round here all yards have no turn out atm We just get on with it!! You have to, it's hard, expensive and ongoing.

Hold your head up, and don't let him get you down!!

really hope you find somewhere soon and can start enjoying your horses again

Rent your own field. I get left alone to do whatever I like!

has anything turned up yet?

Not yet :-( everywhere in the area isn't taking any more on because of the wet ground. We're officially on week 5 of no turn out now. Needless to say marey moo is a bit fresh when ridden but at least now the weathers on the up we've managed toride.

Decided to put everything behind me with the farmer. I ignore him... he ignores me. Its working ok for the time being. (Except when I sort of put mice in his shoes the other day hehehe and when I asked if he could have my girls on livery for two days while I recover from an op later this week so the next day I sign went up doubling the price of full livery)

oh dear it still sounds quite grim

hope op goes ok and you find somewhere eventually

Guess its my own fault.

But spring is on its way & hopefully some drier weather with it

why is it your fault? He sounds nasty!

Should have known better than to go out with the yard owner. Tbh always thought we'd manage to stay friends when it ended. Never in a million years did I think he'd do what he did. Goes beyond common nastiness.