I have been volunteering for a couple of years now both in a few schools. I went for a couple of jobs but didn't get either despite good interview feedback but the bottom line was the other candidate had more experience.
I decided the way forward for me was to complete a Level 2 Qualification and go from there as I really thought that was what was holding me back. So I have enrolled on a course to start in a few weeks, got my placement all set up and then out of the blue got a call from the school I previously had an interview at saying there was a job for me there now. I feel really sad but I had to turn it down. I did the right thing didn't I? I feel hugely disappointed but the reality is, if I had accepted the job, then I would have had to let down the school I would have my placement at, plus cancel my course. Just looking for some reassurance that it will all work out. I can't get the what ifs out of my head.