I currently teacher 3 days in a week in a school I've worked in for the last 8 years. I teach children with SEN (a whole range) within a mainstream but we're not an 'official' resource base (don't ask). We became an academy in December and what I do doesn't seem to fit the vision for our 'bright new future' so I'm probably going to go back into a normal class in September and my children will be spread throughout the classes. Which is not what they need 
So I've got an interview the week after next to work in a resource base- the only slight downside is that it's full time. I have one ds aged 2 and DH is supportive and happy to take more on at home. Plus we'll probably get a cleaner. I just feel guilty that I'm putting my 'career' above DS, although he loves nursery. Ok, I know I'm being silly. Oh and I feel guilty that i might end up leaving my class before the end of the school year and who will take them on!
And my second panic is- what do I wear?
Thinking calm thoughts, calm thoughts...