She's 11 in November, and the vet has diagnosed her as having some joint and back pain. I took her in after some odd behaviour (selectively refusing walks, refusing to exit the car after a walk, being nervous and snappy) and she was given painkillers.
Due to her reluctance to let the vet examine her they want to put her under GA to examine her and ascertain the source of the pain.
Can anyone help me be less nervous about it? She's not been under GA since she was spayed almost 10 years ago. I lost an animal (rabbit) under GA some years back too.
She's overall healthy and I know the risks are low.
For context, although I do not mean to minimise anyone else's bond to their dog, I hand-reared this one. She's been my absolute world since I fleed domestic violence some years back. I have had some casual relationships but basically been single since she was around 2 years old, only ever really been me and her. I live in a small very dog-friendly community, she comes with me to the gym, the pub, on trips, the only person she's ever been left with is my ex whom I trust completely with her. Argh. I am so anxious of losing her, of course I know I will one day but if something happened due to this procedure which would ultimately be my doing, what state of mind that would put me in does not bear thinking about! I have looked up the stats and know risks are low, but it hasn't done much to help!