I lost my dog last week and I'm truly heartbroken. He was old, and he'd been with me nearly all of my adult life. He was so loyal, and protective. My previous relationship was abusive and my dog always tried to put himself between me and my ex (he never got hurt). I just had such a beautiful bond with him. I know it sounds OTT for a dog, and I don't think people in real life understand and just think I'm grieving too much. My question is, I have seen Cluddle clones and other personalised teddies online. I think it would really help, but they're a lot of money. Does anyone have any experience with this and would be willing to recommend a company/person please?