So sorry for your loss. It’s so hard and my heart goes out to you.
we had to have one of ours PTS yesterday. I’m heart broken. She was 12 and I’ve known it was coming for a while as she had a tumour which we chose not to operate on as due to another condition and her age vet thought she’d have a less than 10% chance of surviving the op. Despite the lump and other condition she was fine a week ago, still running about and loving life and the suddenly she wasn’t fine and we had to say good bye. It all happened so quickly and we’re all devastated. She was our puppy, I delivered her, we still have her mum, she’s still going strong. It’s heart breaking to see her waking around looking for her daughter.
she was a reasonable age and she’d had a full life, but it’s still tough. I can only imagine how tough it must be to loose them before their time. Hugs.