I don't know how I'm going to do it, even though I know I must and will

[morelippy]

Our girl is fading, and while she's ok atm, it won't be long before we need to be brave for her.

I will, I absolutely will not let her go too long. But I just don't know how I will get through it. The thought of deciding when, actually going through with it. I love her so much.

I've lost family in the last few years and now I'm losing my girl. I just don't think I can do it.

I'm sorry I don't even know the point of this post.

How is everyone?

This has been the saddest thread but also the most comforting and helpful.

I've added a too much wine headache to my crying headache which wasn't the best idea, but I'm keeping busy.

Hope those in similar situations are ok

I’m struggling, it will be 2 weeks on Tuesday since I lost my darling girl, we had her for very nearly 15 years, and we were pretty much together 365 days 24/7 as I only work part time from home, she was literally involved in every part of my day and my world revolved around her, also as she was only a 7lb lap dog she would either be in my arms or on my lap, the loss and grief I feel is horrific, she slept between my husband and me and I’m still reaching down with my hand in my half sleep to stroke her and check she is ok, and then I can’t find her and her loss hits me like a brick again.

4 weeks tomorrow I lost my boy, I'm OK then have waves of grief. I miss our walks, I still look down at my feet when I'm on the sofa in case I tread on him as I get up, accidentally call my other dog by his name and then feel awful as he looks around for his best mate. I keep googling DDog symptoms to see if I missed something that could have saved him. It's just bloody horrible, I don't think I'm brave enough to get another dog because I can't stand the thought of going through it again (even though I'll have too with Ddog 2)

@Tara336 Yes this is worst part ,the last dog I lost I could still 'hear her jumping off my bed then having a roll on the floor' . The reality was it was my sons moving around upstairs .
I had to remove her bed as every time the bed caught my eye i looked for her .

@pookiedoodlepuppy yes I thought I heard him ask too go out a few days ago he would wimper at the back door ddog2 scratches to go out so was very odd, my mind playing tricks on me I think. I have moved his bed now, it took 3 weeks for me to bring myself to do that.