my darling boy is dead

[Mightybanhammer]

Why is this happening. Beside myself with grief. Have been writing in elderly parents thread in other stuff. For full story. Why have I lost him my lovely gentle boy. My precious boy

I am sorry. So sad for you. Amazing how much of our hearts they steal.

I saw your other thread you need to take care of yourself and give yourself space to grieve.

I can't imagine what you are going through but I do know how much my dog means to me and I dread the day I will be without him.

So sorry for your loss

I can’t believe he is gone why did he have to die? I lost my beloved heart dog Meg on 12jan last year and now this, never allowed myself to grieve properly for her and so I am doing it now I have lost my boy tooNow I have no one I am bereft. I wish someone could inject me!

I'm so sorry to hear this. It never rains but it pours, as they say, and there's no rhyme or reason for it, it's just shit luck.

It sounds like you and ex dh loved her very much and gave her a good life. Sometimes there's nothing more you can do for them, but it doesn't make it any easier

I'm so sorry to read this. It hurts terribly to lose a beloved dog. There are really no words that can comfort you over the internet, I wish there were. I'm terribly sorry

So sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry. Do you have anyone you can call to come over and be with you?

A friend is here now. Started to make a strange howling sound yesterday. Can't stop crying

Feeling slightly better today -as in not completely unhinged. The vet sent a lovely card with a kind message. They did a print from his paw in the card.

Awww that's nice of the vets. Like any grief take it day by day

I think that's right bitey. I had another huge wailing session again last night and feel calmer this morning. Such an extreme reaction. It is as if all my losses, animal and human, have balled up into one giant grief.

Just dreadful. So sorry

Such kind messages thank you.
Why did he leave me. Why

And his last days being shunted from place to place in the car because mother in hospital . We should have taken walks together in the woods. My lovely boy

I'm so so sorry for your loss. I can feel your pain in how your posts are written and he would have been in no doubt as to how loved he was.

Let yourself feel whatever you need to feel.