Apologies in advance if this doesn't make much sense.
Ddog was diagnosed with mouth cancer almost 18 months ago but has been doing really well, in fact so well I have been pretending to myself that it had stopped growing and Ddog would keep ticking along merrily for years!
Today we went to the vet for a check up and he said that the growth rate has accelerated and he will soon reach the point where he is in significant pain and won't be able to eat and drink.
He's laid next to me now snoring and I can't sleep worrying that I won't have him for much longer 