Just need to ofload really and try to get things straight in my head. I havent really said an awful lot recently about him because I am in total turmoil.
his mouth is a lot better, his paw was a lot better, tonight limping again, had a look, which he really didnt want me to do, cant see anything really, but it is red inbetween the toe where he had the yukky bit. This week he has been up to the loo during the night every night.
Today he has had a seriously dodgy tum and he could poo through the eye of a needle. Going to the vets tomorrow, but him immune system is low and he is getting one thing after another. EAch week it is something, and each week we are reviewing at the vets. Just when I think we are turning a corner the next day it all starts again.
He isnt the happy puppy we got, he looks like a hat stand, cant get any weight on him, no matter how much I feed him, bulked out but still bland food.
Have had a long chat with my friend who is also breeder and she understands how I feel. Have spoken to DH too and I think we really need to make a decision for my poor puppy. He is a fantastic dog, but I just feel that we cant go on like this. Mostly for his sake. He grunts and groans and sighs and it breaks my heart to see him like this.
Before when his mouth and insides were a total mess, his saving grace was that he was still happy in himself and eating, now he isnt happy and although eating and is ravenous it is due to the steroids not him.
sorry this is so long, you dont even need to reply, I just needed to write it down.
Vets tomorrow with a urine sample.