Ruth just said on Loose Women that she was the most nervous she has ever been
She said doing live TV for 30 years she is totally fine but she was so nervous on Saturday, made worst by watching everyone else who she thought were all perfect then she realised she was going to have to go out there and dance, she said that she thought she had forgotten her dance and Anton was brilliant and just took her outside and went thru the dance with her
Then she was sitting on the couch at the beginning she looked over at Craig and smiled and he just looked at her then she thought she wouldn't be able to get off the couch
She knew she went wrong and sort of had dance step blindness when she couldn't remember what came next
She said judges were totally right she was clinging on to Anton
She also said she just handed herself over to the costume, hair and make up dept for them to decide on her hair (which personally I think looked weird) but she wanted them to completely do what they wanted with her
She was in the bar with other people who turned out to be Craig's friends after the show having a laugh then he came in and said everyone remembers the ones who are top and bottom darling
She says the only way is up from now on
Hope she has a good week next week and isn't so nervous 

