My daughters dad has asked her if she wants to go to Ireland for 2 weeks over christmas. I'm quite upset that she does not want to spend christmas with me and is quite happy to leave me on my own. I also appreciate this is a great opportunity for her and she loves being with loads of people. With all her dads other kids and grandchildren there would be a huge crowd and she would love that. Half of me wants her to go and have a great time and half of me is sad that she does not want to be home with me. Also it might be my mums last christmas with us, my brother only see her at christmas and I have not mentioned she might not be here yet because I know they will be dissappointed. Also with things as they have been between us lately I'm thinking at least it will get her out of her bedroom and off msn for 2 weeks and I can have a break from all the rowing. But I still love my little girl and want her back the way she was 6 months ago before she was morphed into an alien.