And the only real issues with her at school are lateness, refusal to do maths homework, low grade uniform 'errors' and assaulting her brother.
She gets 100% attendance, or bloody near to, every year - because I MAKE her get out and go. Problem is, that has meant that school refuse to see any issue. School have never cared how hard I have to fight to get her there.
I have had a call from the 'initial response team'. They are going to refer it on to something called 'family solutions', to put in place boundaries (like I don't? Do they think she will listen to them any more than she does me? Do they think they have any solutions that I haven't fucking tried in the last 12 years?!)
The initial response team told me that Family Solutions will work with the whole family (why? The others are well behaved, the house was so peaceful over Christmas when she was at her Dad's).
I tried to explain that the major flashpoint is getting her ready for school, as her and DS1 have to be up at 6.30am, and have to leave the door by 7.30am. 11yo DS1 manages this perfectly well. DD barely ever leaves before 7.45, and not until 8am (after MUCH screaming and banging the walls and punching and arguing with me)
And the other flashpoint is if she can't have or do whatever SHE wants, or if she wants money I haven't got, or if she doesn't want the dinner I've cooked (she's very fussy, and I can't afford separate meals, I have to meal plan to the letter.), or if she thinks her curfew is stupid and she should be allowed to stay out until midnight on a school night like some of her friends (and yes, some of them ARE stating out that late at 15 on a school night!), or if I ask her to do her chores, or if I ask her to tidy her room, or bring down 101 cups that she's left in her room, or bring down her laundry (she won't bring it down yet shouts at me if it's not washed, and I can't climb the stairs easily)...
Basically any reasonable request is met with a meltdown. And always has been.
How they think anything this Family Solutions can do is going to change that is beyond me.
And no, she isn't allowed to 'get away with' any of the above, but then she melts down for even longer when she gets punished (AFTER two warnings that if she doesn't do X, Y or Z, or stop screaming, or stop talking to me like shit, or stop being violent, I ALWAYS give her two warnings BEFORE I punish her, same as I do my other DC's, to give them a chance to change their behaviour so as not to lose whatever they have been told they will lose, she carries on anyway.)
I just can't do this any more. I'm all out of energy. Why couldn't they have offered me this help at any point in the last 13 years that I've been desperately requesting help, instead of when I'm actually just done and don't know if I can cope with her any more?!
Waiting to see if she comes straight home or if she goes out straight after school - she is grounded due to this morning's debacle, but is adamant that she isn't going to come home until SHE wants to. I have been advised to phone the police if she isn't home when she should be.
I could do with some hand-holding.