My first post and I am desperate please. My 19 year old daughter has suffered with acne for the past 8 years and both the GP and hospital dermatologist have tried every antibiotic, gel, cream, lotion under the sun with minimal success, except Roaccutane. In the past 5 months her acne has developed into cystic nodular acne; she is just about to give up on everything in her life and I don't know what to do. The huge lumps on her face burst during her sleep and she wakes up to find her face stuck to the pillow case, or worse still when she sometimes eats a meal they burst and leak a bloody liquid down her face. She has now been referred back to the hospital dermatologist for Roaccutane, but as the wait is so long she is is tonight seeing a private dermatologist. I am not worried about the Roaccutane, her life is more important and she is insistent that she cannot live life like she is anymore. I need advise so I can support her when she lets me (yes she is 19 now), but sometimes its all to much for her and to see her so distressed by the many red scars on her face that only I am allowed to see. I feel to blame as I had acne from the age of 11 until I had my daughter at 34. What more could I have done? Why haven't the doctors done more, earlier to help her? Will the scars ever go from her face, will she ever not have to cover her face with foundation to hide the scars? If anyone has been through this PLEASE tell me how I can help her. If I sound down it is because I am recovering from an operation, followed a week later by a fall downstairs and now on crutches and pending redundancy (4th time around). The only thing I feel proud about is helping her through her school years to get to university. Thank you